Right after making love, laying there and looking into each others eyes.
Making you smile and laugh.
Taking a nap with you.
Waking up with you in my arms.
Your hugs.
Our slow, passionate kisses.
The numerous amounts of times we “went” at the same time.
And the best feeling?
Spending days at a time with you.
I never feel happier than the days I get to be with you.
And we both agree on the same things.
We both feel the same way.
It’s over.
And I feel extremely happy to have made a friend.
“At least I’ll graduate without a grudge between us, as Pat mentioned during his senior speech.
We should have a beer together one of these days.”
This is why we both agree that brotherhood is great.
As an individual we are weak. As a chapter we are strong. As a fraternity we are powerful.
Brotherhood is forever. Friendships, sometimes not.
I was happy…for the most part.
I didn’t mind just hanging out with friends.
Even being a little jealous from time to time that they had girlfriends.
But since I’ve got a glimpse of love, happiness and joy.
I can’t go back.
When I’m older…
…I’m going to be able to look back and say that I have had a good life.
And that is an amazing feeling to have.
Gonna put the the world away for a minute
Pretend I don’t live in it
Sunshine gonna wash my blues away
Had sweet love but I lost it
She got too close so I fought her
Now I’m lost in the world trying to find me a better way
Wishing I was knee deep in the water somewhere
Got the blue sky breeze and it don’t seem fair
Only worry in the world is the tide gonna reach my chair
Sunrise there’s a fire in the sky
Never been so happy
Never felt so high
And I think I might have found me my own kind of paradise
…life can flash before my eyes in a second.
A second of peaceful memories, happiness, and warmth.
“I’m never going down, I’m never giving up…”
I may have smoked a bowl or two earlier.
But this song is truly moving.
God I love music.
Then hang out with a high school buddy and smoke a few bowls.
Gotta love beautiful days like today where I don’t have a care in the world.
:)
Until I get to have the most amazing and beautiful woman in my arms again.
People are right about distance. It is really hard. But distance just makes you realize the thing you miss most. The thing you long for most. And solidifies the feelings you have for someone else. In fact, it makes those feelings stronger.
You know what makes me happy?
Memories. Such as…
The feeling I have/had holding her while watching a movie.
Eating ice cream together at 3 am narrating the life of her cat.
Just sitting and talking.
Falling asleep in each other’s arms at the drive-in on a blanket.
Baking cookies together.
And my favorite one…
Simply being around her.
Im extremely happy after talking to her for the last 4 hours.
:)
She is the best.